Veritas5509 Update

Have not had much to say as I've been dealing with my Mom, she had a stroke and I'm really having a hard time dealing with how much she has changed. The stroke affected her memory-new memories. She is like a different person and I'm angry and frustrated and sad all at the same time because I can't help her, I'm locked up in prison. Yes, I deserve to be here and I regret my actions that got me here every single day. I just have a chance to repay my Mom, by helping her, for all the Love and Kindness she has shown me my whole life. But I can't so I wallow in self pity and wish things were different. But reality bites when life sucks so my Mom is hurt still by my actions from 13 years ago. I would do or give anything just to see her one more time, but I never will. They can't travel. So we write and I call, whenever I can. I Love my Mom and I wish I was home. Andrew